So, I've really been out of commission for awhile now. Really, in no mood to blog. I've felt like the last month-and-a-half has been such a blur. My life has been turned upside down with "stuff." Christmas was fun, but so full of chaos that Christ was lost for me. I don't even think that I opened the Word the entire week of Christmas. We packed, we traveled, we visited, we packed again, we traveled again, we did laundry, we hosted parties and we did more laundry. All the business just flowed right in to 2008. All was good and all was fun, but empty. I really missed Gods voice. I really missed me paying attention. So, 2008 keeps rolling, but I hit a wall last week when I surpassed an incredible women's Bible study just so that I could spend a day at home. It was weird...turning down something so good, just for time. It made me realize how the church can become a point of pressure (self-inflicted). I woke up to realize that there really can be too much of a good thing. However, even with that wake up call, God sat me on my bootie today by allowing an upset stomach and a huge headache. Where are my priorities? Where am I spending my time? Where are my thoughts focused? As you can see, this day has been devoted to reflection, in hopes that I get back into the swing of things and back to what really matters.
Lord, let me focus on you and your Kingdom. Let this overflow in my life's matters. Let your love penetrate others through my life and family.
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